UPDATE.

Photography contest?

I won 3rd place. ! ^-^

Okay, well it's not 1st... and it's not 2nd. But it certainly isn't "losing" is it? And it is a START!
But now my camera is officially headed for the grave. No, I haven't retired yet, but it has turned into one of the most ghetto, broke down, bootlegged cameras EVER. I'm talking tape all over it to keep it together, an unidentified substance stuck on the screen, Yes. It's BAD.
So, yeah, need a new camera before I take any pictures. New camera= money. Money= my pockets. Pockets=empty. Well, not really, but you know, college is coming.. I just can't spend money on a camera =/ So.. you know, guess I'm going job hunting. ^-^

Photos ♥ && Spoken Word.

Okay so I haven't really posted in a while and its because I am very new to blogging and I know thats not really an excuse but dude I'm not the committed type. >.< But today I provide you with some photos I have taken/edited and I am leaving you with a little something something on my mind. :) Enjoy.

* Im entering a photography contest soon and I am so excited! This will be my first time entering a photo contest and I can only hope for the best! :o :o Hope I don't fail.

First prize is only 25.00 when I saw that I'm like dude, really? 25.00 for FIRST place? The least they could do was hook someone up with a new camera. What can one do with 25.00 in THIS economy we have these days?

So I went in my room to get one of my newer poems/writings... and it seems I've lost them. :( So this is old..

Outside of Nothing

Never in life would you think anyone would be as cruel as the Leaders are to me. I probably wouldn't either but I don't have to think about it.
I'm living it.
But every day I try to be optimistic. I pray and I assure myseld that one day light will come to my eyes. That I will see what is outside these walls.
What will be outside of darkness?
I think about it everyday.. I think about leaving and escaping anywhere. But having a small mind, I don't know what anywhere is.
I haven't been anywhere. I haven't seen anything. Not even myself. I haven't smelled any aroma. Because the traditional beads stuck up my nose prevent that. I have not heard anything... besides the voices. The eerie voices of the Leaders.
The Leaders... The only people I know besides myself.
And because of this everyday I think- what if I don't need to go anywhere? What if every human being is like the Leaders?
Or what if there are no more human beings?
So everyday it's settled-maybe I am i nthe safest place it gets.

Though, the next day, the doubts always come back... Wondering- what is outside of nothing?

Yeah :) So thats something I wrote for an online competition awhile ago... It's also apart of an uncompleted series I started. I'm hoping to hop back on that.

But that's all for now ! Hopefully I will retrieve my poems in that messy room of mine D: I hope they are not lost forever !

Aight peeps ♥

Another Tragedy.

Another Tragedy
by Me. :)


The pain she feels I bet you couldn’t bear
There is no way out of her endless nightmare
So the tears never stop and she cries throughout the night
Her mother is confused but prays God’ll shine his light

Though the girl feels alone – lost, scared, and defeated
She thinks about what happened and says her life has been cheated
One moment of bliss. . . It ended in something greater
She was only thinking of that moment and not the consequences later

He promised he loved her and begged for a chance
That was her favorite lie of this pathetic romance
So she had to prove her love – that’s what she believed
And now that she was giving it up, he knew he had her deceived

It lasted a moment and was finished before it begun
Now there was no turning back: what’s done is done
He kissed her over and over and lied “I love you”
The girl smiled despite her pain and said truthfully “I love you too”

Now it’s been a month and where is his love?
She longed for his love the most-ignoring the one above
But he was gone, nowhere he could be found
She should’ve known from the “plus”, she was heartbreak bound

She now often wonders why love would leave
Wondering why he is gone forever, why she can’t believe
The girl wonders how life could possibly cheat us
Wondering why life could possibly leave her with a fatherless fetus

This is another tragedy.

Well hello =]

I think I started this blog in 2008. I made one post and never came back since. I was a horrible blogger.

But I'm back. In 2010. And I plan to stick to this blog. I promise. ♥

Now I guess I shall start the first post with a little information about me, eh ? I like to go by the name Lissa. Lissa Baybee, indeed ? Just Lissa is fine though. I'm at a very young age in my life but I don't waste any time in starting living.
At a same time, I am very confused about life. I have a terrible fear of dying. o.o I don't know whats that about. But I started this blog mostly because of my love of fashion. I also draw and write but that's a whole different note. I also have way too much time on my hands and all I could think to do was share my thoughts with the outside world. I'm not sure what else to write. So... I will post later. Goodbye for now friends. =]